While I was in Utah, over Christmas Break 2006, when I was 12, my 16 year old cousin brought me home. He kept asking me to give him oral sex.
I said no 3 times. Finally I felt trapped and felt like I had to do it. I was very emotionally wrecked before that and he used that. I also had no cellphone and was in a state I didn't live in.
My cousin made me get in the back seat of his truck. I did and then gave him head. We finally left, and again he pulled over, told me give him head while he was driving and on the phone. I did. Finally we got home. I didn't tell for 8 months. Now I'm happy I did.
I'm no longer a victim, I'm a survivor.
